pc: matsui

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w0 saturday the first

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[ we're at an eatery. i just want to see what matsui is eating. answer me. ]

[sanguinary]

[BOLD OF YOU TO ASSUME HE'S EATING ANYTHING AT ANY EATERY. i will give you the same mcds prompt that i have given everyone else which is that Matsui is just sitting here with nothing but one of those little paper condiment cups which is filled with ketchup. He has an IKEA shark with him.]

The red foods... are lacking.

[Thanks, sir.]

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[ unfortunately haru does not find this that weird. sometimes you have very specific dietary preferences.

it's a little weird, though. deadpan, ]

Are you a vampire?

w0 monday

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[ after all the teams are pretty much announced... he's chilling and laying out beneath the (1) tree in the park. it's cozy. he cracks open one eye in greeting though.

hi. ]

[sanguinary]

[Hi.

Matsui will move over to take a seat nearby. Everyone is constantly under this one singular tree it's so fucking funny, just imagining like 10 pcs happening at the same time under this tree.]

Are you comfortable here?

w0 ; fri

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[ we're back at uno tree. this poor, overworked tree. this time he's just sort of sitting behind it, head on his knees, exhausted.

in a muffled voice, ]

Who is it?

[sanguinary]

[BACK AT THE TREE... Matsui pauses for a moment, but he'll sit down soon enough, close enough that he can reach out to gently and briefly rest a hand on this lad's shoulder thanks to the miracles of touch week. He ain't good at being reassuring or comforting.]

Who is what? The person responsible?

w0 ; sun

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[ he's staring at like, the ikea meal line, not really taking in anything there or picking stuff up. just vibing. disassociating, if you will. he blinks out of it when he spots matsui. ]

...Are you finally going to eat something?

[sanguinary]

[SIR??? Don't just disassociate at the Ikea meal line... That's what the McDonald's is for.

Anyway he's here for a reason and that reason is probably to get either strawberry ice cream or something with lingonberry sauce.]

I eat often enough. [DON'T JUDGE HIM.] Are you?

w1 mon

[sanguinary]

[JUST FOR HARU.......

Matsui's in one of the steerable gondolas, still close enough to the side of the canal for anyone else to board!]

Would you like to join me? I would like to test my abilities a little more.

[He's going to drown Haru in the canal.]

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[ he will and haru will thank him for it ]

...Okay.

[ he looks excited about the gondola actually, insofar as his facial expressions can allow for excitement. mostly a genuine glimmer of the eye. he'll gently hop down into the gondola. ]

You mean your hydrokinesis? [ or his boat steering ]

w1 ; thurs

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[ it's thursday shhh. he's going to go to the cathedral a couple hours after things settle down a bit and all of team bdsm has stopped screaming.

he hasn't actually been here yet; this place is pretty unsettling. hewwo? ]

[sanguinary]

[HELP STOP ONLY SOME OF THEM WERE SCREAMING externally at least. It's fine.

Welcome to the cathedral, though! Matsui's favorite place! He can be found kneeling on one of those fancy little knee bars at one of the first pews, hands clasped together and eyes closed, seemingly in prayer. He's also been cleaned up by now thankfully so no more blood...]

w1 fri

[sanguinary]

[I'M DETERMINED TO HAVE A PC WITH HARU EVEN IF HE'S HIDING. I HOPE HE IS HIDING. Matsui isn't getting very far on his own at the moment but maybe he can literally or metaphorically run into him at some point WHERE IS HEEEEEEE starts a pc with this instead of asking you on discord]

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[ he is indeed hiding but i feel it's deeply predictable that he's going to the pool. so matsui wins today. haru is sitting in the water like a sea slug, but when he eventually comes up for air, he looks at matsui... and then looks away.

hello sorry i have no dialogue in this tag it's useless ]

w1 ; sat

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[ cathedral... still kind of creepy here, but he expects to see bdsm team around these parts, and maybe it's strange for them to talk, but it also feels like the right thing to do.

he'll knock, loudly, echoing about the space. ]

Matsui-san? [ honorifics hours now ]

[sanguinary]

[Matsui, who's up at the front of the cathedral near the altar, looks up and in the direction of Haru's voice from where he's kneeling. He's... quiet, for several long moments.]

...Haru.

[Hello.




Damn, what do you say in this situation.]

w2 tues

[sanguinary]

[Matsui's not in the cathedral today! IT'S A CATHOLIC MIRACLE...

He is seated in the park instead, not overly close to the lake, and appears to be looking through wildflowers for ones of a very specific shade. WHERE IS HARU ON THIS FINE DAY surely not in the lake.]

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[ A CATHOLIC MIRACLE... he's not in the lake because that's dead rin's bathwater yeah. he'll travel along the patches of wildflowers too though. ]

...How are you feeling?

[ matsui your EYEBALLS ]

w2 sat cw for suicidal ideation, self-harm closes my eyes

[sanguinary]

[Well.

Welcome to the CATHEDRAL!!!! Matsui is lying on one of the pews overlooking the front. Hopefully Haru is prepared to approach him because the vibes that were happening in trial are literally nothing compared to the ones happening now even though that was like being piledriven through the earth's crust. The vibes happening now are much more similar to the ones Rang had to deal with all by his lonesome on Friday: a colossal, crushing, agonizing grief. The kind of pinprick puncture that sucks all the air from the room. The kind of density of a collapsing neutron star, or the very, very bottom of the sea.

There is also an extremely strong desire to end things. Like truly there is just no nice poetic way to say that Matsui is feeling exceedingly, insanely suicidal right now i am SORRY NU.]

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[ listen i signed up for this and it's not even memshare but we are already in the trenches now lads

haru does have like, considerable empathy, so it's hard not to absorb it, this absolute pressure of an entire ocean's worth of grief and misery bearing down on him. it's overwhelming enough that he nearly empties out in response, emotions flattened to something very quiet and still. and that works out. it helps him exist in this space with together.

he'll come sit next to matsui, though it's a wonder if he'll even be responsive. he doesn't try to touch him yet or anything. ] Matsui-san.

w7 ; mon

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[ after the initial WHAT THE FUCKery wears off, he'll maintain a connection properly. ]

...Can you see our surroundings, Matsui-san?

[sanguinary]

[A fair reaction help. Matsui flickers into blurry maid existence, glancing around Haru and himself and then shaking his head.]

No. To me, it appears as though you are in a park here... Where are you?

w7 fri which is weds

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[The next time Haru focuses on his pin after that hour is up, Matsui is there! He's like, floating a couple of feet off the ground, seemingly, and appears to be focused on something.

But then he blinks and looks down and there's Haru!]

...Hello again.

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Hello, Matsui-san. What are you doing.

[ waves from... the ground. ]