[THE WAY HE'S BEING SO SAD THAT IT'S OVERPOWERING HARU'S DESIRE TO BE ONE WITH THE WATER. Absolutely hilarious.
Matsui will let this lil finger touch happen and reach out to hold his little wet paw a second later. His grip is very delicate, so it's easy for Haru to pull away if he wants.]
I am fine. [He's not the one whose boyfriend just died...] ...But I didn't think that you would be, so I wished to see you, even though I'm not good with human hearts.
[ that's what he gets for being such a pathetic sickly injured victorian lad.
haru doesn't hold his hand back, but he does stick around. matsui can have his cold fingies. ]
I told you that I'm not either.
[ he doesn't even know what to say to everyone's well wishes. his focus goes to not completely lashing out at everyone who talks to him. it's easier with matsui because again he's in such terrible shape. ]
I don't think you should try to feel as much as we do.
He will keep his handsie for the time being then. His now.]
I do, even if I don't wish to. [He is just stuck here.] ...Would it help, to have someone here? You don't have to speak to me, if you don't wish to. I understand that words are difficult when the heart is damaged.
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Matsui will let this lil finger touch happen and reach out to hold his little wet paw a second later. His grip is very delicate, so it's easy for Haru to pull away if he wants.]
I am fine. [He's not the one whose boyfriend just died...] ...But I didn't think that you would be, so I wished to see you, even though I'm not good with human hearts.
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haru doesn't hold his hand back, but he does stick around. matsui can have his cold fingies. ]
I told you that I'm not either.
[ he doesn't even know what to say to everyone's well wishes. his focus goes to not completely lashing out at everyone who talks to him. it's easier with matsui because again he's in such terrible shape. ]
I don't think you should try to feel as much as we do.
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He will keep his handsie for the time being then. His now.]
I do, even if I don't wish to. [He is just stuck here.] ...Would it help, to have someone here? You don't have to speak to me, if you don't wish to. I understand that words are difficult when the heart is damaged.