[STOP I LOVE HARU BUT THIS IS ALSO VERY FUNNY BECAUSE MATSUI CAN'T FUCKING SEE. HOW DID HE GET HERE. A mystery. Maybe he asked Buzen to chaperone him because he's pretty sure Haru is probably by the water.
Seeing as he cannot fucking see, he also can't see that Haru is in fact where he thought he'd be, but he can hear someone in the water. So.]
[ SORRY IN MY SPOON-INDUCED RAGE I HAVE FORGOTTEN EVERYONE'S CYOA STATUSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH
anyway he's not SUCH a rudeass he'd ignore matsui, so despite just ignoring everyone at large he'll pause for a long beat, then splash a bit of water to confirm. ]
[WELWAEOAKOFKSEFOKESFS STOPPPP NO FORGET ABOUT THEM IT'S HARU'S TIME TO SUFFER NOW BEATS HIM WITH A TABLE LEG.
He'll edge his way closer to the side of the pool, carefully feeling his way before he kneels down and just. Extends a hand out toward the water, in the direction he heard Haru's voice come from.]
again he would probably just submerge himself again but this is just. sad. so he's drift over, accompanied by the sound of moving water. he reaches out only enough to brush fingers and let him know where he is. ]
[THE WAY HE'S BEING SO SAD THAT IT'S OVERPOWERING HARU'S DESIRE TO BE ONE WITH THE WATER. Absolutely hilarious.
Matsui will let this lil finger touch happen and reach out to hold his little wet paw a second later. His grip is very delicate, so it's easy for Haru to pull away if he wants.]
I am fine. [He's not the one whose boyfriend just died...] ...But I didn't think that you would be, so I wished to see you, even though I'm not good with human hearts.
[ that's what he gets for being such a pathetic sickly injured victorian lad.
haru doesn't hold his hand back, but he does stick around. matsui can have his cold fingies. ]
I told you that I'm not either.
[ he doesn't even know what to say to everyone's well wishes. his focus goes to not completely lashing out at everyone who talks to him. it's easier with matsui because again he's in such terrible shape. ]
I don't think you should try to feel as much as we do.
He will keep his handsie for the time being then. His now.]
I do, even if I don't wish to. [He is just stuck here.] ...Would it help, to have someone here? You don't have to speak to me, if you don't wish to. I understand that words are difficult when the heart is damaged.
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Seeing as he cannot fucking see, he also can't see that Haru is in fact where he thought he'd be, but he can hear someone in the water. So.]
--Haru? Is that you?
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anyway he's not SUCH a rudeass he'd ignore matsui, so despite just ignoring everyone at large he'll pause for a long beat, then splash a bit of water to confirm. ]
...It's me. [ hi ]
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He'll edge his way closer to the side of the pool, carefully feeling his way before he kneels down and just. Extends a hand out toward the water, in the direction he heard Haru's voice come from.]
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again he would probably just submerge himself again but this is just. sad. so he's drift over, accompanied by the sound of moving water. he reaches out only enough to brush fingers and let him know where he is. ]
You should be resting.
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Matsui will let this lil finger touch happen and reach out to hold his little wet paw a second later. His grip is very delicate, so it's easy for Haru to pull away if he wants.]
I am fine. [He's not the one whose boyfriend just died...] ...But I didn't think that you would be, so I wished to see you, even though I'm not good with human hearts.
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haru doesn't hold his hand back, but he does stick around. matsui can have his cold fingies. ]
I told you that I'm not either.
[ he doesn't even know what to say to everyone's well wishes. his focus goes to not completely lashing out at everyone who talks to him. it's easier with matsui because again he's in such terrible shape. ]
I don't think you should try to feel as much as we do.
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He will keep his handsie for the time being then. His now.]
I do, even if I don't wish to. [He is just stuck here.] ...Would it help, to have someone here? You don't have to speak to me, if you don't wish to. I understand that words are difficult when the heart is damaged.