pc: matsui

[squirt]

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[squirt]

[ he takes that in, then just flops back into the grass. ]

Is it easier to not be human?

[ he just wants to be one with the earth (in lieu of the ocean being available) right now instead. ]

[sanguinary]

[Oh mood same, he always wants to be one with the earth. He's also quiet for a second, genuinely contemplating the question.]

...Yes. I found it to be, at least. Human hearts are burdensome.

[squirt]

[ kindred spirits! he kind of expects that answer, but it's still not one he wants to hear. he lets out a long, drawn breath.

—but it's not as easy to disassociate on the ground. he strongly regrets not going to the pool. ]

Mm. I don't think it'd be so bad to be made of steel.

[ or anything. just to be a breeze, or a painting, or a brief, breaking wave. ] Do you miss it?

[sanguinary]

[Kindred spirits... Unfortunate. Matsui is unfortunately always here to deliver the news no one wants to hear.]

Yes.

[It was easier to bear his sins when he didn't have the same human comprehension of them that he does NOW!! But the trauma of his past was carved into his blade even before he understood what it was like to be human, so really, he loses either way.]

I would return to it, if I could. But there's no point in pining over unattainable things.