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cringe but (swims) free. haru. ([personal profile] squirt) wrote2023-06-10 05:45 pm
sanguinary: (peaceable)

w1 mon

[personal profile] sanguinary 2023-06-19 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[JUST FOR HARU.......

Matsui's in one of the steerable gondolas, still close enough to the side of the canal for anyone else to board!]


Would you like to join me? I would like to test my abilities a little more.

[He's going to drown Haru in the canal.]
sanguinary: (as the time rings its sounds)

w1 fri

[personal profile] sanguinary 2023-06-24 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
[I'M DETERMINED TO HAVE A PC WITH HARU EVEN IF HE'S HIDING. I HOPE HE IS HIDING. Matsui isn't getting very far on his own at the moment but maybe he can literally or metaphorically run into him at some point WHERE IS HEEEEEEE starts a pc with this instead of asking you on discord]
sanguinary: (you mysteriously sad as you were)

w2 tues

[personal profile] sanguinary 2023-06-28 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Matsui's not in the cathedral today! IT'S A CATHOLIC MIRACLE...

He is seated in the park instead, not overly close to the lake, and appears to be looking through wildflowers for ones of a very specific shade. WHERE IS HARU ON THIS FINE DAY surely not in the lake.]
sanguinary: (and call it the past)

w2 sat cw for suicidal ideation, self-harm closes my eyes

[personal profile] sanguinary 2023-07-02 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Well.

Welcome to the CATHEDRAL!!!! Matsui is lying on one of the pews overlooking the front. Hopefully Haru is prepared to approach him because the vibes that were happening in trial are literally nothing compared to the ones happening now even though that was like being piledriven through the earth's crust. The vibes happening now are much more similar to the ones Rang had to deal with all by his lonesome on Friday: a colossal, crushing, agonizing grief. The kind of pinprick puncture that sucks all the air from the room. The kind of density of a collapsing neutron star, or the very, very bottom of the sea.

There is also an extremely strong desire to end things. Like truly there is just no nice poetic way to say that Matsui is feeling exceedingly, insanely suicidal right now i am SORRY NU.]
sanguinary: (and i could never get close to you)

w7 fri which is weds

[personal profile] sanguinary 2023-08-04 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[The next time Haru focuses on his pin after that hour is up, Matsui is there! He's like, floating a couple of feet off the ground, seemingly, and appears to be focused on something.

But then he blinks and looks down and there's Haru!]


...Hello again.