Welcome to the CATHEDRAL!!!! Matsui is lying on one of the pews overlooking the front. Hopefully Haru is prepared to approach him because the vibes that were happening in trial are literally nothing compared to the ones happening now even though that was like being piledriven through the earth's crust. The vibes happening now are much more similar to the ones Rang had to deal with all by his lonesome on Friday: a colossal, crushing, agonizing grief. The kind of pinprick puncture that sucks all the air from the room. The kind of density of a collapsing neutron star, or the very, very bottom of the sea.
There is also an extremely strong desire to end things. Like truly there is just no nice poetic way to say that Matsui is feeling exceedingly, insanely suicidal right now i am SORRY NU.]
w2 sat cw for suicidal ideation, self-harm closes my eyes
Welcome to the CATHEDRAL!!!! Matsui is lying on one of the pews overlooking the front. Hopefully Haru is prepared to approach him because the vibes that were happening in trial are literally nothing compared to the ones happening now even though that was like being piledriven through the earth's crust. The vibes happening now are much more similar to the ones Rang had to deal with all by his lonesome on Friday: a colossal, crushing, agonizing grief. The kind of pinprick puncture that sucks all the air from the room. The kind of density of a collapsing neutron star, or the very, very bottom of the sea.
There is also an extremely strong desire to end things. Like truly there is just no nice poetic way to say that Matsui is feeling exceedingly, insanely suicidal right now i am SORRY NU.]