...Yeah. Maybe. [ he's willing to believe that, trying not to look too touched by the sentiment. I'm still going to go eat some grass. ] Did you have fun?
I liked being a llama with you. It was nice not to worry about anything but being a llama for a little while. [...] If you want to eat grass, we can both be grass. Since I'm sort of a werellama now, too.
It's... hopeful. But weird. [ ... ] I'm not ready to celebrate until we see how it turns out. [ even if he's happy to have a chance to talk to everyone, that doesn't mean they're back. ]
[ which he historically does not do great with, but the game is at least designed so they'll never have to deal with it alone. ]
We won't have enough on our own. [ there are SO many dead people that they didn't kill. ] But it sounds like Gerard and Rin have been working hard too. It could help.
[ mood. if they have to take on any responsibility from hereon out he will explode. making choices? no thanks.
he frowns, looking up at nothing. ]
I don't know. I asked, and it doesn't save any points. Ruby said not to do it if that's the reason. [ Rin and Gerard think I'm going back for sure. ] What about you?
I know. [If we fix everything, we might go to a world where my family is okay. But it would be too messed up, so I don't really know what I'd do either.] You can come with us if you want. It's pretty dangerous there, but I'll protect you.
[ she's 12 so they'd just assume she's dressing up probably... haru is not a good person to ask this as he is not a good gauge of normalcy or australia ]
...I want my old life back. [ ughhhh ] I guess I could try.
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...It's the reverse of Gerard. I was a llama first. Human second.
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her emotion share is that she clearly finds this really funny but she's acting like she fully believes this.]
Really? How'd you wind up getting cursed to be a human?
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...I don't remember. Maybe it was a witch. I'd probably make a deal to be better at swimming.
[ reverse little mermaid? he's touching his forehead as his brain fries like a llama egg. ]
Sorry. Should've told you that I was a werehuman before.
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i see.
well.
her emotions are still that she finds this funny.]
I forgive you, Haru. But I definitely don't think it was to be better at swimming.
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anyway since ylfa is the expert on werestuff he looks curious ]
What do you think it was.
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Well, is being human really bad? Or are there good parts to that, too?
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...I don't mind it. [ he likes swimming and the fluff can really get in the way. ] I only have human friends. Not llama ones.
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Sure. I'd eat grass with you.
[ this is very nice and also very stupid. ]
Have you had a lot on your mind?
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[ he is back to the emotional fetters of humanity ]
...I don't mind listening. If you wanna talk about it.
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[leaning against him a little. imagining a soft and fluffy and wet llama.]
I guess mainly I miss my friends, especially Rin and Gerard. Seeing them again but them not really being back here with us is kind of weird.
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he hums. ]
It's... hopeful. But weird. [ ... ] I'm not ready to celebrate until we see how it turns out. [ even if he's happy to have a chance to talk to everyone, that doesn't mean they're back. ]
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[I'm scared that we won't have enough and we'll have to choose. And they all seem so happy, and we'll still have to -
it's a really horrible thought, she doesn't want to think about it.]
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It's a lot of pressure.
[ which he historically does not do great with, but the game is at least designed so they'll never have to deal with it alone. ]
We won't have enough on our own. [ there are SO many dead people that they didn't kill. ] But it sounds like Gerard and Rin have been working hard too. It could help.
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[so she's just going to hope that they have it figured out because she's tired of making decisions.]
...After this, are you still going to become a Reaper?
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he frowns, looking up at nothing. ]
I don't know. I asked, and it doesn't save any points. Ruby said not to do it if that's the reason. [ Rin and Gerard think I'm going back for sure. ] What about you?
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...But if you do it, I'm going to do it, too, because I don't want you to be a Reaper alone.
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[ I don't know how I'll adjust to life back home. ]
I only considered it because I don't have anything better to do.
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I know. [If we fix everything, we might go to a world where my family is okay. But it would be too messed up, so I don't really know what I'd do either.] You can come with us if you want. It's pretty dangerous there, but I'll protect you.
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I don't know how suited I am for life where you are...?
[ just doesn't really sound like a place for a swim teen ]
I hope we could visit each other if we do go back. ...I think you should.
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We could go to Australia. Will people in your world think I’m weird, though?
[they will probably find a werewolf weird.
anyway.]
I think it’s okay if you can’t adjust to the same life as before. You can adjust to a different life, or try to change things.
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[ she's 12 so they'd just assume she's dressing up probably... haru is not a good person to ask this as he is not a good gauge of normalcy or australia ]
...I want my old life back. [ ughhhh ] I guess I could try.
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