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cringe but (swims) free. haru. ([personal profile] squirt) wrote2025-05-31 09:19 pm
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-07-15 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
Mm. So.

[ it could still happen again and she's not getting her hopes up. also she decides to misunderstand the apology. ]

It doesn't really surprise me. Anyone's capable of killing when it comes down to it. Especially if they're backed into a corner by circumstance.
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-07-15 07:28 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing wrong with trying to figure things out...
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-07-16 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
You didn't mean to. So it doesn't count.
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-07-17 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
... It's really fine. I don't expect anyone to understand.
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-07-18 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
I... know that people don't know me very well. And I barely know them either.

But assumptions can get tiring.
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-07-18 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
It's... scattered. And it's hard to understand, so I'm not—blaming you or anyone else.

[ anyway sorry she's a nightmare but she does just kind of shrug like that's the end of the explanation. sometimes it's less about it not being specifically right and more that she just doesn't like there being a guess at all. ]
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-07-18 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
Mm.

... I just get bored sometimes.
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-07-18 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Like... a lot of stuff is missing. And normally my thoughts would go there, but it can't because it's gone, so I have to find something else to focus on.

Time makes parts of you decay. Helps steer the way you think, a little.
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-07-21 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
Nah. Think it's just... hollow space forever.