its ok ive never spent much time thinking about things like that either my story is supposed to be over i dont want it to be but its hard to think about exactly what i would want next i didn't expect grandma to die or to become a werewolf but it happened i couldnt have imagined things turning out the way they did even if i'd tried
and i agree! in a way thats what were fighting for to not have to have your life be just one thing or just one story you shouldnt have to accept that either if you decide tomorrow to want something different that should be ok
then again i dont know if having a dream makes that impossible you could really go for something and then if it stops making sense just change your mind and quit
good even if its scary youre free to live how you want to people will always try to control you otherwise
[ except sometimes you have to make choices like if you're going to go to college? and clearly being anxious and not having a decision for that when you're eighteen may as well terminate your entire future? lol ]
maybe its fine to quit but it sounds pretty final to me [ because he's 18 ]
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what was he bossying you about?
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ylfa: wow wonder what that's like ]
the future
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oh.
like making sure you and he both make it back home?
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no
rin has dreams
and he thinks everyone else should have them too
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i dont care
and besides you cant have dreams just because you want them
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ive never spent much time thinking about things like that either
my story is supposed to be over
i dont want it to be but its hard to think about exactly what i would want next
i didn't expect grandma to die or to become a werewolf but it happened
i couldnt have imagined things turning out the way they did even if i'd tried
if you could would you want them?
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guess that makes sense its changed a lot
i dont know
committing to a dream sounds
confining
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and i agree! in a way thats what were fighting for
to not have to have your life be just one thing or just one story
you shouldnt have to accept that either
if you decide tomorrow to want something different that should be ok
then again i dont know if having a dream makes that impossible
you could really go for something and then if it stops making sense just
change your mind and quit
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even if its scary youre free to live how you want to
people will always try to control you otherwise
[ except sometimes you have to make choices like if you're going to go to college? and clearly being anxious and not having a decision for that when you're eighteen may as well terminate your entire future? lol ]
maybe its fine to quit
but it sounds pretty final to me [ because he's 18 ]
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but i think rin just worries you will be sad if you miss out on something.