Nor with me, but that doesn't mean he tolerated me.
[ she may not have the best understanding of others, but the thing she can usually tell and understand the most is when people don't want her around, when they think she's being particularly callous.
[ she genuinely does not mind being alone or her loneliness. it's not something that eats away at her. however... ]
If there are people you understand more, for one reason or another, and one person's decision wiped out a number of them, wouldn't you be upset?
[ she doesn't know why d chose rin of all people, but she thinks rin was someone who made haru feel a little less alone. of course she wasn't as close to anyone in bdsm as haru was to rin, but her point still stands. ]
If someone told you it would be less cruel to Erase someone because he told her he didn't know how much longer he'd exist, wouldn't you be upset?
[ her emotions become more tumultuous, the way waves get stronger and bring ships down, as her anger builds.
but her voice stays soft, even if her words gets sharper. ]
As if mortals know how much longer they'd exist any more than spirits do. As if humans thinking that their existence has more meaning because their existence isn't measured the same way a spirit's is - isn't also saying they don't think a spirit's right to exist is lesser.
As if spirits don't have as much right to have a little more time, too.
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[ lambda was the person matsui disliked the most here once upon a time. no longer, but she did hold that trophy for a time. ]
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[ and he's also a frustrating person to be around? but lambda is probably more deliberate about it. ]
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[ she may not have the best understanding of others, but the thing she can usually tell and understand the most is when people don't want her around, when they think she's being particularly callous.
haru's just a weirdo. lambda's a monster. ]
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he just looks out to the water instead. ]
Then what has you so upset?
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[ she genuinely does not mind being alone or her loneliness. it's not something that eats away at her. however... ]
If there are people you understand more, for one reason or another, and one person's decision wiped out a number of them, wouldn't you be upset?
[ she doesn't know why d chose rin of all people, but she thinks rin was someone who made haru feel a little less alone. of course she wasn't as close to anyone in bdsm as haru was to rin, but her point still stands. ]
If someone told you it would be less cruel to Erase someone because he told her he didn't know how much longer he'd exist, wouldn't you be upset?
[ her emotions become more tumultuous, the way waves get stronger and bring ships down, as her anger builds.
but her voice stays soft, even if her words gets sharper. ]
As if mortals know how much longer they'd exist any more than spirits do. As if humans thinking that their existence has more meaning because their existence isn't measured the same way a spirit's is - isn't also saying they don't think a spirit's right to exist is lesser.
As if spirits don't have as much right to have a little more time, too.