[ when he arrives, they meet him with a quiet smile, expression nonjudgmental ]
I've already caught three fish so far, might take some catching up. [ their voice is just as light, holding a hand out if he needs help getting onto the gondola. we are here to fish for now. ]
[ their grip is firm, but just so they can carefully help him in. and once he's in the boat they gingerly let go. the pole they've been using to fish is a bit shorter compared to the times before but it still works for fishing, fortunately. ]
Your fishing is definitely better than mine. [ murder... they grow quiet, before they softly speak again. ] ...It's hard to be good at this kind of thing.
[ ... ] I.. can speak a little from experience from my own world. I've had to eliminate people before after all. [ murder! ]
[ he's never surprised when people here admit to past murder anymore. everyone seems to have murdered. still, it's something to take in. ]
...Sorry. [ he doesn't think they're the sort of person who'd do that for Fun, at all. ] Shu told me, too. That it's okay not to be good at this. [ at killing. ] But all of you—you've already had to do that.
[ no, it's unlikely they would it for fun. after all, it's an admittance that is said with hardly any joy in it. more as a matter of fact. something they've come to accept in their past. ]
Some of us, yes... which is why, I feel more sorry some felt the need to do it when they don't have that experience. [ it's said gently. yes, it may be difficult for others already accustomed to it, but they think it's even more difficult for someone that has never had to give it any thought in the first place before here. to feel like they've been brought to the point where they have to. ] In my case, it comes along as an infection in my world.
But here... here it's just a means to survive, and to protect your friends, your team. I don't think anyone can really be blamed for reasons like that. [ and if it's for reasons outside that... well, they aren't really in the position to judge. ]
[ he can't even summon a true, hateful grudge for people like D. he's never been so righteous that he thinks that killing here is reprehensible. it's just people trying to survive. trying to protect. ]
But it still feels worse when you're the one doing it. [ the guilt is pretty insane ] You're... kind, Setsu. I know some people were glad to see us get caught.
It does, and even when you do it for what can be seen as the right reason... I don't think it ever feels anything but worse.
[ so, they understand. the guilt of it can eat at you. but, they don't want that for him. they don't want something like that to be the last thing he feels so strongly of. ]
After last week, I'm sure many were relieved to get it right. [ and for some for other reasons. they offer a small smile, downcast. ] ..I consider you a friend. Ylfa as well. Even if the vote was right, I don't want to lose my friends.
[ me last night like don't worry i already know alli is going to cuck me. more importantly, he looks touched by this. it's a little unfair, how kind people have been. he doesn't emote much, but there's a softness to his eyes that's hard to hide. ]
Yeah. We're friends.
[ of course they can be friends. ]
I feel like that's all I do here. Try not to lose any more friends. It gets harder every week. [ for like, a hundred million reasons. ]
[ alli truly cucked you. but it's okay, team murder is team murder. ]
.. I'm glad.
[ fwiends... ]
The longer it goes on, it definitely gets harder. Especially when we don't know what will happen the following week. [ who will be erased next, sorting out which team did it and losing someone there as well. the smaller the numbers get, the harder it's going to be to face. ] ...We just gotta hang in there until the end.
[ living, dying, voting, killing -- it all gets more and more complicated as the weeks go on. it's the hardest thing he's ever done. but at the very least, with time, it's easy to see who their real friends are.
despite how terrible things are right now, he sounds a little contented at the thought. ]
...Yeah. One way or another, we do. Just a few more weeks.
[ the way i gave you a mem in our w4 mon one smh u ignored me but yeah i can give you more!!! because i love you nu!!!! U BETTER NOT FORGET
anyways, they look like they want to say something else but a pig comes nyooming and it's mem time.
as a note, player's name should be "Takashi." also at some point in the top left you'll see it skip from day 1 to day 5. a lot of the discussion in between is cut out cause its repetitive mafia werewolf discussion days where everyone accuses/doubts/defends other people and at the end of the vote for someone to go into cold sleep. then they wake the next day to one person being eliminated. so that keeps happening until it's down to just Setsu and the player. :) have fun. ]
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Setsu. [ he just sounds kind of wrought and tense, but his face is pretty impenetrable. ]
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I've already caught three fish so far, might take some catching up. [ their voice is just as light, holding a hand out if he needs help getting onto the gondola. we are here to fish for now. ]
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he'll very tentatively, almost hesitantly take their hand and step into the boat. ]
Watch out. I'm better at fishing than... this stuff. [ murder. he's terrible at murder. ]
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Your fishing is definitely better than mine. [ murder... they grow quiet, before they softly speak again. ] ...It's hard to be good at this kind of thing.
[ ... ] I.. can speak a little from experience from my own world. I've had to eliminate people before after all. [ murder! ]
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...Sorry. [ he doesn't think they're the sort of person who'd do that for Fun, at all. ] Shu told me, too. That it's okay not to be good at this. [ at killing. ] But all of you—you've already had to do that.
[ and that must be profoundly difficult. ]
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Some of us, yes... which is why, I feel more sorry some felt the need to do it when they don't have that experience. [ it's said gently. yes, it may be difficult for others already accustomed to it, but they think it's even more difficult for someone that has never had to give it any thought in the first place before here. to feel like they've been brought to the point where they have to. ] In my case, it comes along as an infection in my world.
But here... here it's just a means to survive, and to protect your friends, your team. I don't think anyone can really be blamed for reasons like that. [ and if it's for reasons outside that... well, they aren't really in the position to judge. ]
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[ he can't even summon a true, hateful grudge for people like D. he's never been so righteous that he thinks that killing here is reprehensible. it's just people trying to survive. trying to protect. ]
But it still feels worse when you're the one doing it. [ the guilt is pretty insane ] You're... kind, Setsu. I know some people were glad to see us get caught.
[ and he does understand why. ]
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[ so, they understand. the guilt of it can eat at you. but, they don't want that for him. they don't want something like that to be the last thing he feels so strongly of. ]
After last week, I'm sure many were relieved to get it right. [ and for some for other reasons. they offer a small smile, downcast. ] ..I consider you a friend. Ylfa as well. Even if the vote was right, I don't want to lose my friends.
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Yeah. We're friends.
[ of course they can be friends. ]
I feel like that's all I do here. Try not to lose any more friends. It gets harder every week. [ for like, a hundred million reasons. ]
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.. I'm glad.
[ fwiends... ]
The longer it goes on, it definitely gets harder. Especially when we don't know what will happen the following week. [ who will be erased next, sorting out which team did it and losing someone there as well. the smaller the numbers get, the harder it's going to be to face. ] ...We just gotta hang in there until the end.
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despite how terrible things are right now, he sounds a little contented at the thought. ]
...Yeah. One way or another, we do. Just a few more weeks.
[ also give me a mem :knife: ]
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anyways, they look like they want to say something else but a pig comes nyooming and it's mem time.
as a note, player's name should be "Takashi." also at some point in the top left you'll see it skip from day 1 to day 5. a lot of the discussion in between is cut out cause its repetitive mafia werewolf discussion days where everyone accuses/doubts/defends other people and at the end of the vote for someone to go into cold sleep. then they wake the next day to one person being eliminated. so that keeps happening until it's down to just Setsu and the player. :) have fun. ]