[ he can't even summon a true, hateful grudge for people like D. he's never been so righteous that he thinks that killing here is reprehensible. it's just people trying to survive. trying to protect. ]
But it still feels worse when you're the one doing it. [ the guilt is pretty insane ] You're... kind, Setsu. I know some people were glad to see us get caught.
It does, and even when you do it for what can be seen as the right reason... I don't think it ever feels anything but worse.
[ so, they understand. the guilt of it can eat at you. but, they don't want that for him. they don't want something like that to be the last thing he feels so strongly of. ]
After last week, I'm sure many were relieved to get it right. [ and for some for other reasons. they offer a small smile, downcast. ] ..I consider you a friend. Ylfa as well. Even if the vote was right, I don't want to lose my friends.
[ me last night like don't worry i already know alli is going to cuck me. more importantly, he looks touched by this. it's a little unfair, how kind people have been. he doesn't emote much, but there's a softness to his eyes that's hard to hide. ]
Yeah. We're friends.
[ of course they can be friends. ]
I feel like that's all I do here. Try not to lose any more friends. It gets harder every week. [ for like, a hundred million reasons. ]
[ alli truly cucked you. but it's okay, team murder is team murder. ]
.. I'm glad.
[ fwiends... ]
The longer it goes on, it definitely gets harder. Especially when we don't know what will happen the following week. [ who will be erased next, sorting out which team did it and losing someone there as well. the smaller the numbers get, the harder it's going to be to face. ] ...We just gotta hang in there until the end.
[ living, dying, voting, killing -- it all gets more and more complicated as the weeks go on. it's the hardest thing he's ever done. but at the very least, with time, it's easy to see who their real friends are.
despite how terrible things are right now, he sounds a little contented at the thought. ]
...Yeah. One way or another, we do. Just a few more weeks.
[ the way i gave you a mem in our w4 mon one smh u ignored me but yeah i can give you more!!! because i love you nu!!!! U BETTER NOT FORGET
anyways, they look like they want to say something else but a pig comes nyooming and it's mem time.
as a note, player's name should be "Takashi." also at some point in the top left you'll see it skip from day 1 to day 5. a lot of the discussion in between is cut out cause its repetitive mafia werewolf discussion days where everyone accuses/doubts/defends other people and at the end of the vote for someone to go into cold sleep. then they wake the next day to one person being eliminated. so that keeps happening until it's down to just Setsu and the player. :) have fun. ]
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[ he can't even summon a true, hateful grudge for people like D. he's never been so righteous that he thinks that killing here is reprehensible. it's just people trying to survive. trying to protect. ]
But it still feels worse when you're the one doing it. [ the guilt is pretty insane ] You're... kind, Setsu. I know some people were glad to see us get caught.
[ and he does understand why. ]
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[ so, they understand. the guilt of it can eat at you. but, they don't want that for him. they don't want something like that to be the last thing he feels so strongly of. ]
After last week, I'm sure many were relieved to get it right. [ and for some for other reasons. they offer a small smile, downcast. ] ..I consider you a friend. Ylfa as well. Even if the vote was right, I don't want to lose my friends.
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Yeah. We're friends.
[ of course they can be friends. ]
I feel like that's all I do here. Try not to lose any more friends. It gets harder every week. [ for like, a hundred million reasons. ]
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.. I'm glad.
[ fwiends... ]
The longer it goes on, it definitely gets harder. Especially when we don't know what will happen the following week. [ who will be erased next, sorting out which team did it and losing someone there as well. the smaller the numbers get, the harder it's going to be to face. ] ...We just gotta hang in there until the end.
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despite how terrible things are right now, he sounds a little contented at the thought. ]
...Yeah. One way or another, we do. Just a few more weeks.
[ also give me a mem :knife: ]
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anyways, they look like they want to say something else but a pig comes nyooming and it's mem time.
as a note, player's name should be "Takashi." also at some point in the top left you'll see it skip from day 1 to day 5. a lot of the discussion in between is cut out cause its repetitive mafia werewolf discussion days where everyone accuses/doubts/defends other people and at the end of the vote for someone to go into cold sleep. then they wake the next day to one person being eliminated. so that keeps happening until it's down to just Setsu and the player. :) have fun. ]