[ hello he wants the sad sword lore?? he really looks so torn listening to all this, because it's weightier than he's used to. you don't get discussions about the weight of your sins in swim club.

but no, he sits beside matsui, very rudely pulling his legs up so his feet rest on the pews. he just wants to be curled up and small. ]

You don't have to offer me anything. You didn't kill him.

[ it's still hard to even say those words aloud, but it's the truth. ]

Your kindness won't revive him. But it still means something. To me, if not him.