[ this has very "drown where i can see you" vibes. he's totally disaffected at being called annoying. ]
...Good.
[ that's enough for him to hear right now. maybe rang would've picked someone else. maybe he'll kill later. but it's good enough to know that if he did, it wouldn't have been rin. ]
[STOP this is why haru is annoying, rang looking at haru like i don't like how u are morphing into a water bottle i might have to be responsible for, yet another reason to torture rin in the afterlife,
but then Haru says that, and it makes the annoyed words fade in his throat. what can he say, that he knows they regret it? but those are just pipe words, meant to soothe the one who committed the crime.
what would it do for haru to hear that, when he's the one who lost the most? why is it that rang has to be here and say it!!!]
...They should at least talk to you. I don't care about the others and what they want to know, but you're different.
[ rang your teenage water bottles... all it took was one sad curfew.
everyone being especially nice to haru personally offends me, but unfortunately he does seem upset, his usually placid mood disturbed at the slightest wave. he clenches his fists, which turn as tight as his voice. ]
I want to know. [ it's not as though yesterday actually cleared much up. it didn't provide the closure he was hoping for. tomorrow won't either. ] But... there won't be a reason good enough.
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Why?
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[ is that wrong? ]
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...I thought he was the most annoying person here.
[. . .]
I made him mad every time, and yet he kept on talking to me. He just didn't leave me alone, not that the effect helped any.
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[ haru has come to agree with that. he's never been this mad at rin before. ]
But I still cared about him.
[ he doesn't see how these are mutually exclusive concepts. ]
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Or you, or Monika. You're all annoying. None of you were supposed to die.
[he says it a little jaggedly, like he knows how cringe i mean ridiculous it sounds, but the bitter vein in his tone is all too real,]
...I wouldn't have chosen Rin. That's all I can say.
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...Good.
[ that's enough for him to hear right now. maybe rang would've picked someone else. maybe he'll kill later. but it's good enough to know that if he did, it wouldn't have been rin. ]
I didn't think anyone would.
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but then Haru says that, and it makes the annoyed words fade in his throat. what can he say, that he knows they regret it? but those are just pipe words, meant to soothe the one who committed the crime.
what would it do for haru to hear that, when he's the one who lost the most? why is it that rang has to be here and say it!!!]
...They should at least talk to you. I don't care about the others and what they want to know, but you're different.
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everyone being especially nice to haru personally offends me, but unfortunately he does seem upset, his usually placid mood disturbed at the slightest wave. he clenches his fists, which turn as tight as his voice. ]
I want to know. [ it's not as though yesterday actually cleared much up. it didn't provide the closure he was hoping for. tomorrow won't either. ] But... there won't be a reason good enough.