[ he grabs a fistful of his own shirt, just to tense his fingers around something. ]
Siffrin usually seems a little... [ how to say ] cagey. I think they just get confused, or nervous... or they don't care if they're accused, whether they're guilty or not.
[ haru had called him out on it before. yet here they are. ]
I don't think they'd hold it against you. No one would. They were accused, and they were acting a little strange, so of course... [ he trails off. he hates how predictable it all is. ] I don't want to think that anyone is a better or worse option. I'm tired of thinking that way.
They have memory problems, plus some of the things they've experienced in their loops have really messed them up, I think. I've tried to talk to them about it before because... I mean, I get it, but sometimes people aren't ready to really talk about it. I get it. But it's also a little frustrating because then stuff like this happens when it shouldn't have.
[ but he sighs. ]
I don't want to keep thinking about this in terms of who is and isn't a better choice to execute either. Regardless of what's happening it's still on us to pick what we do, and it's not a choice most of us are even qualified to make. When you think about it, it all boils down to who we decide we don't want to lose. And it's a shitty position for all of us.
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Siffrin usually seems a little... [ how to say ] cagey. I think they just get confused, or nervous... or they don't care if they're accused, whether they're guilty or not.
[ haru had called him out on it before. yet here they are. ]
I don't think they'd hold it against you. No one would. They were accused, and they were acting a little strange, so of course... [ he trails off. he hates how predictable it all is. ] I don't want to think that anyone is a better or worse option. I'm tired of thinking that way.
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[ but he sighs. ]
I don't want to keep thinking about this in terms of who is and isn't a better choice to execute either. Regardless of what's happening it's still on us to pick what we do, and it's not a choice most of us are even qualified to make. When you think about it, it all boils down to who we decide we don't want to lose. And it's a shitty position for all of us.