...I know why he thinks that. But it's not true. We were more selfish than Hoshino says. The only reason our team could make it to the end was because everyone decided to entrust us with the points.
[ otherwise, someone could've just killed haru and that'd be that. he knows the goodness of the other teams was the only reason things turned out the way they did. having cleared that up, ]
I'd cover for you, because I don't think you'd kill Rin. [ he doesn't bother joking. he knows himself. ] You're not the Jonas I know, but I think I can trust you. What I want is for none of that to matter.
[ he doesn't want any of this discussion to be relevant, because he doesn't want them to kill, or die. it's just... that it probably will matter. ]
[ he's kind of glad to hear this, because up until this point kazuki really was the only one to explain much about homo. ]
... sounds like a lot of pressure though. Just throwing that out there. [ but that's all he says on the matter before he raises an eyebrow. ]
I have no interest in killing Rin, so you're right. If it helps, I don't even think I'm the Jonas I know right now, but if I can be trustworthy to people here... I'm okay. I can work with that. It means maybe we'll find another solution if we're working things out.
[ he'd love to not consider more people killing and dying, but thems the breaks and he knows it. ]
[ that is a very personal question, thank you haru. ]
Yes and no? It wasn't like I was entirely myself my entire project. And even before I died it wasn't like a lot of people liked me anymore either. [ so he shrugs. ] Being myself and being what people needed at the time and being God is still something I'm working on.
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...I know why he thinks that. But it's not true. We were more selfish than Hoshino says. The only reason our team could make it to the end was because everyone decided to entrust us with the points.
[ otherwise, someone could've just killed haru and that'd be that. he knows the goodness of the other teams was the only reason things turned out the way they did. having cleared that up, ]
I'd cover for you, because I don't think you'd kill Rin. [ he doesn't bother joking. he knows himself. ] You're not the Jonas I know, but I think I can trust you. What I want is for none of that to matter.
[ he doesn't want any of this discussion to be relevant, because he doesn't want them to kill, or die. it's just... that it probably will matter. ]
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... sounds like a lot of pressure though. Just throwing that out there. [ but that's all he says on the matter before he raises an eyebrow. ]
I have no interest in killing Rin, so you're right. If it helps, I don't even think I'm the Jonas I know right now, but if I can be trustworthy to people here... I'm okay. I can work with that. It means maybe we'll find another solution if we're working things out.
[ he'd love to not consider more people killing and dying, but thems the breaks and he knows it. ]
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he'll also set aside murder talk for a second for something more personal. ]
Is it that hard to be yourself?
[ says haru, who has unabashedly been... haru forever. ]
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Yes and no? It wasn't like I was entirely myself my entire project. And even before I died it wasn't like a lot of people liked me anymore either. [ so he shrugs. ] Being myself and being what people needed at the time and being God is still something I'm working on.