[Though... he doesn't argue with Haru too much about this. It's between him and his team, and... well. They talked, before... Matsui. So Haru already knows his feelings on certain things.]
...I'm just worried.
[If Froggystyle doesn't win, then Shenhe's death was for nothing.]
[ he really thought if he took all the blame today, people would just call it an eye for an eye when he died. but now gerard is trying to cuck him and me of death and that's simply unreasonable ]
...I know. I don't—this can't have been for nothing.
[ killing people is so fucking hard actually!!!! ]
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[ they're definitely in the lead, but it's not like, morally right for them to keep surviving. he's accepted that. ]
But you're right. I should be out there tomorrow instead of Gerard.
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[Though... he doesn't argue with Haru too much about this. It's between him and his team, and... well. They talked, before... Matsui. So Haru already knows his feelings on certain things.]
...I'm just worried.
[If Froggystyle doesn't win, then Shenhe's death was for nothing.]
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...I know. I don't—this can't have been for nothing.
[ killing people is so fucking hard actually!!!! ]
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[He so wishes there was more he could do. It's so frustrating, feeling this helpless.]
We'll do what we can.