I am someone who prefers to be alone.

[ she genuinely does not mind being alone or her loneliness. it's not something that eats away at her. however... ]

If there are people you understand more, for one reason or another, and one person's decision wiped out a number of them, wouldn't you be upset?

[ she doesn't know why d chose rin of all people, but she thinks rin was someone who made haru feel a little less alone. of course she wasn't as close to anyone in bdsm as haru was to rin, but her point still stands. ]

If someone told you it would be less cruel to Erase someone because he told her he didn't know how much longer he'd exist, wouldn't you be upset?

[ her emotions become more tumultuous, the way waves get stronger and bring ships down, as her anger builds.

but her voice stays soft, even if her words gets sharper. ]

As if mortals know how much longer they'd exist any more than spirits do. As if humans thinking that their existence has more meaning because their existence isn't measured the same way a spirit's is - isn't also saying they don't think a spirit's right to exist is lesser.

As if spirits don't have as much right to have a little more time, too.