[ livio doesn't trust the swing to hold his weight, so he sits down on the ground besides haru's dissociation swing. he's not pushing the offerings... yet ]
[ he is a crybaby... but he likes that about livio, in the same way he liked that about rin. some people just feel so much and it's endearing. he doesn't think either of them is weak, but... ]
Doesn't it? [ he's never had to think about things like Strength. ] Feeling scared and sad all the time doesn't help anyone. Not me, or my team.
Shutting off yer feelings isn't the answer, trust me. It's just running away.
[ he sounds confident about that, for some reason ]
Besides, strength... is more about doing what ya need to do, regardless of how yer feeling. Movin' forward. Vash is sad all the time. He gets scared easily, too. But he's the strongest person I know.
Vash? [ he doesn't know him well, but haru has some Doubtful vibes. can't judge a book by its cover even when it's a human disaster like vash. ] I'm not strong or brave like that. I just want to get through this.
[ livio does push him to keep going, and it helps, but not on days like this. he just wants to curl up in a ball and give up, and that feeling frustrates him, too. ]
[ well he'll get to go on cyoa with vash soon to see for himself lol ]
...Even if that means everyone else dies?
[ they've kind of talked about this before, but he's just going to spell it out directly this time. making it through this means that everyone else is dead. ]
[ the worst part of cyoa for haru... having to accept that vash is cool sometimes.... traumatic experience ]
Even if it means that.
[ livio wants to believe there's another way around last team standing, that you can use points to revive others, but nothing has been even close to confirmed yet. still, he will keep going as long as he can, if only just to make sure the people that are precious to him keep going. that includes haru. even though haru is the worst ]
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livio can just leave it though. ] ...I'm fine.
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Don't gotta be fine, Haru. S'okay if yer not.
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[ he's not really swinging, his feet are dragging along the ground. ]
This isn't going to stop happening. It's never going to feel fine, but I need to be... stronger. At least.
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[ he's a crybaby, remember? ]
I know what ya mean. But... bein' stronger doesn't mean shuttin' off all your emotions.
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Doesn't it? [ he's never had to think about things like Strength. ] Feeling scared and sad all the time doesn't help anyone. Not me, or my team.
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[ he sounds confident about that, for some reason ]
Besides, strength... is more about doing what ya need to do, regardless of how yer feeling. Movin' forward. Vash is sad all the time. He gets scared easily, too. But he's the strongest person I know.
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[ livio does push him to keep going, and it helps, but not on days like this. he just wants to curl up in a ball and give up, and that feeling frustrates him, too. ]
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[ livio knows that feeling. he's had it plenty of times, himself. that's why he's so persistent about this ]
I think yer tougher than ya think ya are. But I know ya want ta get through this. And ya will.
[ if livio has any say in it ]
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...Even if that means everyone else dies?
[ they've kind of talked about this before, but he's just going to spell it out directly this time. making it through this means that everyone else is dead. ]
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Even if it means that.
[ livio wants to believe there's another way around last team standing, that you can use points to revive others, but nothing has been even close to confirmed yet. still, he will keep going as long as he can, if only just to make sure the people that are precious to him keep going. that includes haru. even though haru is the worst ]