...I don't want to win. If everyone wins, that's different. [ he kind of doesn't believe that'll happen anymore, but of course it's a nice idea. the ideal outcome. ] Seven weeks is enough for me.
[ if anyone deserved a second chance at life, it's rin. haru is just—a person. a normal human who'd have been okay fading away. ]
But I don't want anyone to hurt my team anymore, either. [ so he's conflicted. everything buzen says makes him uncertain, and he looks at him, afraid, determined, and all the little steps inbetween. ] Or people like you, and Matsui-san.
[ even if they're ready to break early, if it comes to that, it's too sad to allow. ]
[and buzen will step forward then - now just bringing his arms around haru to encourage him closer for a hug. it's gentle, loose enough for him to be able to wiggle out if he wants but.
a hug.]
It's okay if you're overwhelmed. It must hurt a lot, and be hard to think about. You don't need to find all your answers right away.
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[ if anyone deserved a second chance at life, it's rin. haru is just—a person. a normal human who'd have been okay fading away. ]
But I don't want anyone to hurt my team anymore, either. [ so he's conflicted. everything buzen says makes him uncertain, and he looks at him, afraid, determined, and all the little steps inbetween. ] Or people like you, and Matsui-san.
[ even if they're ready to break early, if it comes to that, it's too sad to allow. ]
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Is it okay if I touch you, Haru-san?
[he'd asked as much a little bit earlier in trial, but he wants to make sure he has permission again now]
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...It's okay.
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[and buzen will step forward then - now just bringing his arms around haru to encourage him closer for a hug. it's gentle, loose enough for him to be able to wiggle out if he wants but.
a hug.]
It's okay if you're overwhelmed. It must hurt a lot, and be hard to think about. You don't need to find all your answers right away.