...it's not mine to forgive. The only one who can forgive you is Shenhe.

[likewise - if shenhe had ended up killing gerard last night... it's not like anyone else could have forgiven her on his behalf.]

I'm sad, and... angry, yes. But I know that isn't going to help us right now. And I don't want how I feel to get in the way of understanding why you did what you did. It's not like you did it to hurt anyone - the opposite, right...?